I DON’T KNOW HOW TO PRAY

I don't know how to pray

But here I am in this bathroom, hopin' you'll come back soon

Knees on the floor, prayin' to a Lord I don't know

I don't know how to pray

'Cause if I did, I'd be worthless, all I know is curses

You let me down, still I'm feelin' guilty somehow

So here I go, "Oh, God, oh, God, oh, God, what do I do?

Oh, God, oh, God, I ask a favor from you

And I know, I know we've never spoken before

But I hope you hear me, oh, Lord

Please let my brother live

And let me learn to forgive

And why do bad things happen to good people

That's all, I guess, amen"

And God said

You are definitely not the same person you were when you were a kid

But then you come back full circle when you sort of started

Become comfortable with who you are and less trying to be something or someone

Right, Yeah, do you guess that was kinda your

At the basis of like a part of your struggle as a kid

Like trying, feeling like you don't know yourself

I feel like I was running from everything

I feel like that in my twenties

One of the biggest struggles for me was

You know, finding love