Runnin (Dying To Live)

And I wonder if they'll laugh when I'm dead?

Why am I fighting to live, if I'm just living to fight?

Why am I trying to see, when there ain't nothing in sight?

Why am I trying to give, when no one gives me a try?

Why am I dying to live, if I'm just living to die?

Check it, I grew up a **in' screw-up

Got introduced to the game, got a ounce and **in' blew up

Choppin' rocks overnight

The ** Biggie Smalls trying to turn into the black Frank White

We had to grow dreads to change our description

Two cops is on the milk box missing

Show they toes you know they got stepped on

A fist full of bullets a chest full of Teflon

Run from the police picture that, ** I'm too fat

I ** around and catch a asthma attack

That's why I bust back, it don't phase me

When he drop, take his Glock, and I'm Swayze

Celebrate my escape, sold the Glock, bought some weight

Lay back, I got some money to make, **

And I wonder if they'll laugh when I'm dead?

Why am I fighting to live, if I'm just living to fight?

Why am I trying to see, when there ain't nothing in sight?

Why am I trying to give, when no one gives me a try?

Why am I dying to live, if I'm just living to die?

It's on me

But still I'm having memories of high speed when the cops crashed

As I laugh, pushing the gas while my Glocks blast

We was young and we was dumb, but we had heart

In the dark, will we survive through the bad parts

Many dreams is what I had, and plenty wishes

No hesitation in extermination of these snitches

Envious **, they still continue to pursue me

A couple of movies, now the whole world's trying to screw me

Even the cops tried to sue me, so what can I do?

But stay true, sipping 22's of brew

And now media is trying to test me

Got the press asking questions, trying to stress me

Misery is all I see, that's my mind state

My history with the police will shake the crime rate

My main man had two strikes, slipped, got arrested and flipped

He screamed "thug life" and emptied the clip

Got tired of running from the police

And I wonder if they'll laugh when I'm dead?

Why am I fighting to live, if I'm just living to fight?

Why am I trying to see, when there ain't nothing in sight?

Why am I trying to give, when no one gives me a try?

Why am I dying to live, if I'm just living to die?