作曲:Billy Sang,Aidan Barrer
作词:Bizzair
person that i chose to be
i need to reevaluate what really means the most to me
yeah my parents wondering where i'm at
never pick up the phone
here's a song it answers that i've been depressed
cause there's ideas in my head
heaven come to life
i'm fearful that my dream is dead
see
i thought that i'd have stepped into the lights by now
thought my music would have lit up to the hype by now
thinking it was built up in my mind right now
i could really use a little bit advice right now
yeah what's the dealing this the real me
all y'all straight up kill me
everything in my craft just so you can feel me
huh i sacrifice it all for music
now i'm bout to blow a gasket
if this rap producer screw me i'm a snap
uh
yeah
oh yeah i sacrifice it all for music
uh
yeah
uh huh i sacrifice it all for music
i'm not the one to count my blessings
more likely to count my twitter followers and mentions
map
because the lack of double taps has got me stressing
social media gon' be the death of me
rest in peace pressing keys texting peeps send me beats
i'm desperate anything
i can't focus at work
because my head is playing melodies
but they don't ** with my **
cause i don't rap about felonies
tell me this ** ain't raw tell me that my
** is flawed
tell me i won't ** these rappers up
till they're drinking through straws
yeah i swear to god i'mma sell out all my craft
to start rapping
about all the **ing money i don't have
but that's the mentality to push you on a puppet string
so when i'm at home
and you asking what's been up with me
try and understand the pressure i've been going through
if music doesn't work out the ** am i supposed to do
yeah what the ** am i supposed to do
uh
if music doesn't work out the ** am i supposed to do
yeah what the ** am i supposed to do
if music doesn't work out the ** am i supposed to do