Brittle heart cold as ice
Left me lonesome once or twice
But that's alright I keep waiting on and on
I miss the cherries miss the trees
Miss the winter austin leaves
And the way you used to hold me in your heart
Lately I've been caught between not seeming needy
And needing to feel like she needs me
Oh my god I've fallen apart
I've lost control of my head
And my soul jumping cracks in the pavement
I've waited and waited
For nothing that comes
Am I already done
At a crossroads every day
I do my best to guess the way
And take comfort from the wars I've won so far
But still somehow I cast about
Paralyzed by love and doubt
And a pinch of paranoia that I taste inside my mouth
Love's like a call to war
I'll fight until we both get bored
And nothing lights our fire anymore
Oh my god I've fallen apart
I've lost control of my head
And my soul jumping cracks in the pavement
I've waited and waited
For nothing that comes
Am I already done
Some nights she sends me home
And I'm not mad I'm just alone
Relearning how to sleep on my own
Oh my god I've fallen apart
I've lost control of my hair
And my soul jumping cracks in the pavement
I've waited and waited
But the cracks never seal
And my heart never heals