When the Fear Is Heavy

Oh maybe it won't be soon

I can see it in your eyes

But oh tarzana call me when you change your mind

Oh you said it was you

Oh just a shitty time

No not a single heartfelt line

But I'll remember you

When the fear is heavy

When your cheek rubs off of mine

No I won't be sad

I just wish we never had been

So now I'm asking you

When will you leave me be

Oh tarzana give me separation please

But I'll remember you

When the fear is heavy

When your cheek rubs off of mine

No I won't be sad

I just wish we never had been

Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie

Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie

Lie

I was afraid of us in ways I'd never know

We never spoke the way you kissed me on the phone

I don't miss you no I like being alone

No I'm not sad

I just wish we never happened