Awkward

作曲：James David Gerde

作词：James David Gerde

I stay awkward somehow I always prosper

Tug my mind out of my noggin often always feeling salty

Like the world done done me wrong falling easy some say softly

Sign my treaty I'll be gone before too long

I'm walking off I got my pack of cigarettes

Clutch underneath my arm as to not upset my mom

When I finally stumble home lay your face down in my room

And sleeping through all my alarms round two back with my goons

That's when my days would get their start

Back on my ** again and laziness was always a ** trend

Hazy visions thinking wishing that something would up and change

Living up in a daze wrecked heavily at my brain

Entirely all to drain just hoping to turn a page said

Quit my bitching chilling just focus my lens

Quit my bitching chilling just focus my lens

Quit my bitching chilling just focus my lens

Yeah yeah yeah yeah check it uh quit my bitching

Chilling just focus my lens

I thought my homies held me back but it wasn't my friends

Another day using ** is a way to pretend

That everything is all good it's a terrible trend

But all you gotta be is willing used to hold me back

Now I float above the ceiling lord what a feeling

Get a healing taking place but sometimes to win the game

You wipe the dirt up off your face and get your ** back up

Show a smile and focus because the feeling of making it

Through the pain is the motive I swear we made it we know it

Sit alone in my room and thinking back to all the days

I used to blaze in these shrooms and neglect responsibility yet

It gave me time to learn and grow it gave me time to reflect

I wouldn't have to let it go if I just had some respect

So I'mma chill and ride this wave until the moment I've left

Guess I'm blessed yes quit my bitching

Chilling just focus my lens

Quit my bitching chilling just focus my lens

Quit my bitching chilling just focus my lens

Chill chill chilling just focus my lens