I've spent the last two years of my life
Trying to find a way back
I've been looking in the mirror
And tryna face facts
'cause I never thought that I'd be hurting
And I never thought that you deserved it
It's not as if the world stopped turning
So what am I afraid of
I'm afraid of the night
Afraid of it all
Afraid it won't stop because you are my rock
Afraid I won't feel this with somebody else
But what hurts the most
Is I'm afraid of myself
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
I'm afraid beat of myself
Oh oh oh oh oh
I'll spend the next two years of my life
Trying to find the right path
And if it takes me where I wanna go
I won't ever look back
Cause I never thought that I'd be hurting
And I never thought that you deserved it
It's not as if the world stopped turning
So what am I afraid of
I'm afraid of the night
Afraid of it all
Afraid afraid it won't stop because you were my rock
Afraid I won't feel this with somebody else
But what hurts the most
Is I'm afraid of myself
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Afraid of myself
Oh oh oh oh
I'm afraid of the night
Afraid of it all
Afraid it won't stop me cause you were my right
Afraid I won't feel this with somebody else
Oh what hurts the most
Cause I'm afraid of myself
I'm afraid of myself