Not Ok (Stripped)

I opened the door

Know you'd be sleeping

I lay down with you if you only knew

Where I have been what I've been up to

I have to say it

And tell you about him

Let it sink in

I want you to know

It didn't mean anything no nothing to me

No I don't know why I did what I did

I followed him home

I don't know why I did what I did

But it felt like a good idea at the moment

And it felt like a good idea just to hold him

I say I say it's okay

If you want me gone I'm on my way

I say it's okay hey I know what I've done

It's my mistake

If I could undo just the night

When I had his body next to mine

We'll be okay but we're not okay

You're looking at me like I'm a stranger

You pack up my stuff and calling it off

Sit on the bed screaming I'm sorry

But sorry ain't enough

No no no don't know what did what I did

I followed him home

I don't know why I did what I did

But it felt like a good idea at the moment

And it felt like a good idea just to hold him

For one night

I say I say it's okay

If you want me gone I'm on my way

I say it's okay hey I know what I've done

It's no mistake

If I could undo just the night

When I had his body next to mine

It would be okay

But we're not okay

I say I say it's okay

If you want me gone I'm on my way

I say it's okay

Hey I know what I've done it's my mistake

If I could undo just the night

When I had his body next to mine

Then we'd be okay

But we're not okay

Standing in the hallway

Tried to wrap my head around

How I ruin all the good things I

Go back to the bedroom to see

If you have changed your mind

But you ask if I would leave soon

And I say I say it's okay

If you want me gone I'm on my way

I say it's okay

Hey I know what I've done it's no mistake

If I could undo just the night

When I had his body next to mine

Then we'd be okay

But we're not okay

No no oh we're not okay

Cause I ruin all the good things ah

Ruin all the good things I