Meditate

作曲：Justin Scott

It wasn't easy to come in today

But I'm here i just wanna meditate

I don't wanna hear what I've done wrong

I'll deal with my problems when I get home

I'm better off when I'm all alone

I know I said I'd stop

But I'm not that strong

I just wanna meditate

Said it with this glass of liquor

Pouring out my spiritual guidelight

Take me to the other side

Who ever said escaping your

Problems with empty bottles

Would only delay them til tomorrow?

Yes was surely right

When the world said ** ya

How would you reply?

No need to whisper how you feel

This is you and I

I paint pictures of hieroglyphics compared

To most rap **

But I be over looked, so I just

Let it slide, let it die, How can I

Be so stupid to tell you this wasn't real

Be so eager to tell ya just how I feel

But lets be honest, the real reason I'm here

To be clear I was never the man of steel

I fell victim too many times to count

Too many times I've died

Too many things I doubt

Not enough love in my house

My house is not enough

It's filled with pointless things and

Those things keep piling up

Those things'll leave you crushed

If they fall

To be real I don't think you feel me at all

Can you hear me at all?

can you steer

Me at all?

to the liquor store

I don't wanna hear what I've done wrong

I'll deal with my problems when I get home

I'm better off when I'm all alone

I know I said I'd stop

But I'm not that strong

I just wanna meditate

How can I stop, when I'm too far gone

To get back where I came from

I was searching for some answers at

A bar with some dancers

And I found out there really ain't none

And the bottom of my glass is

Just as empty as my last

Encounter with my friends and my loved ones

All my ex's hate my guts

Cuz when I finally call them up

They know that I just wanna ** some

I apologize, for what?

I don't know

Too many times I did it and it shows

I feel it in my soul

There's a burning in my stomach

And it's churning in slow

And it grows every time I hit a low

If you high I was hoping we could roll

If you fiending for a drink, let me pour

If you riding maybe we can go

Before they close - to the liquor store

I don't wanna hear what I've done wrong

I'll deal with my problems when I get home

I'm better off when I'm all alone

I know I said I'd stop

But I'm not that strong

I just wanna meditate

So I sit here

And I think back on all the things I wanted

In life and all the

Things that I've accomplished

I'm more fulfilled then I

Ever have been before

I still lose - I've still lost, but I love

And I'm living

There's nothing better in this world

Than to be for sure

And I'm sure - I'm sure

Enough in what I do, And how I do it

There's a lot of people around

Me that believe in me

And I depend on them to see me

Through this - this life of mine

Lets hope this journey that we take

All these moves that we make

Are the right oneswhile I meditate