wish that I was gone gone gone (options)
(say that you want love but you keep pushing all your options)
I wanna end this **
I've been ** up
say what's a life with no risks?
but I'm off the **
you don't really talk much
anxiety a problem
you say that you want love but you keep pushing all your options
stop pushing all your options
invade my body toxins
you make me feel so nauseous
i have to take my cautions
i lost it
so often
** self destructive
** self destructive
** self destructive
if im always ** hurting
** self destructive
if im always ** hurting
** self destructive
if im always ** hurting
24/7 feeling so sick
feeling very nauseous
i think that's a problem
anxiety is piling up all the way to the top
my intrusive thoughts they just do not know how to stop
I'm well aware of my flaws
wish i was gone
I'd rather be lonely but sometimes i get too alone
you don't really talk much
anxiety a problem
you say that you want love but you keep pushing all your options
(stop pushing all your)
my life's a mess
I'm still depressed
I'm off the meds and I'm so sick of it
now I'm sober still feel like **
whats life without a bit of risk yeah
i tend to soften
tell me that u love me or i’ll end up in a coffin
i don’t wanna die it wasn’t supposed to be an option
god i lost it
so tell me straight like baby
don’t give me yes no maybe
been getting to me lately
just be the one to save me
so save me please
cause i'm running out of options
take it on the off chance
see you don't want my love back
and im feeling pretty nauseous
but i don't know where it started
thinking that u hate me cause
i cant find where the love at
cause there's no love
no fun
give up and I'm letting go
filled with anxiety
i cant ever seem to get a hold
cause I'm filled with anxiety
i said I'm filled with anxiety