ugly but whatever (sped up)

I'm counting down the minutes till the sun comes out

And it's many more than a minute and I can't describe

My love is my time to mind

I hope you listen hard asking out your name

'Cause you're stuck inside of my heart yeah

I feel like people only love you in their free time if it feels right

I feel like all of my emotions on a decline what a steep climb

I feel like don't nobody got me unless I got something for them

Going through depression so getting myself in order

I know that you seen all the signs you chose to ignore them

I remember days I was feeling awesome

I lost it to feel whole what's the price I would pay to cause **

I'm cautious cautious around people cause I'm kinda toxic nonsense

Trust no one I just say bars did yeah reminiscing by them days

That you wouldn't mind if I faded away uh

I'm not throwing shade but I just had something to say

I'm counting down the minutes till the sun comes out

And it's many more than a minute and I can't describe

My love is my time to mind

I hope you listen hard asking out your name

'Cause you're stuck inside of my heart

I feel like people only love you in their free time if it feels right

I feel like all of my emotions on a decline what a steep climb

I feel like burning all my bridges give a damn how you feel

And with a foundation it'll stand if it's real

Better watch out for them snakes cause they playing for the kill

Yeah I know my life is a sad song

People faking they won't take the mask off

Took my heart and threw it on the asphalt

I just know you won't hear from me at all

Yeah I know my life is a sad song

People faking they won't take the mask off

Took my heart and threw it on the asphalt

I just know you won't hear from me at all that's right

I'm counting down the minutes till the sun comes out

And it's many more than a minute and I can't describe

My love is my time to mind

I hope you listen hard asking out your name

'Cause you're stuck inside of my heart