stan

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why

I got out of bed at all

The morning rain cloud touched my window

And I can't see it all

Even if I could it will all be grey

I put your picture on my wall

It reminds me that it's not so bad

It's not so bad

Dear slim I wrote you but you still ain't calling

I left myself my pager and my home phone at the bottom

I sent two letters back in autumn

You must not have got them

That probably was a problem at the post office or something

Sometimes I scribble addresses to sloppy when I jot them

But anyways ** it what's been up man how's your daughter

My girlfriend's pregnant too I'm about to be a father

If I have a daughter guess what I'mma call her

I'mma name her bonnie

I read about your uncle ronny too I'm sorry

I had a friend kill himself over some ** who didn't want him

I know you probably hear this every day

But I'm your biggest fan

I even got the underground ** that you did with scam

I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man

I like the ** you did with rockers too that ** was fat

anyways I hope you get this man hit me back just to chat

Truly yours your biggest fan this is stan

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why

I got out of bed at all

The morning rain cloud touched my window

And I can't see it all

Even if I could it would all be grey

I put your picture on my wall

It reminds me that it's not so bad

It's not so bad

Dear slim you still ain't called or wrote

Hope you have a chance I ain't mad

I just think it's **ed up you don't answer fans

If you don't wanna talk to me outside your concert

You didn't have to but you could've signed an autograph for matthew

That's my little brother man he's only six years old

We waited in a blistering cold for you for four hours

And you just said no

That's pretty **ty man you're like his **ing idol

He wants to be just like you man

He even likes you more than I do

I ain't that mad though

I just don't like being lied to remember when we met in daven

You said if I write you'll write back

See I'm just like you anyway

I never knew my father neither

He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her

I can relate to what you saying in your songs

So when I have a **ty day

I drift away and put them on cause I don't really got ** else

So this ** helps when I'm depressed

I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest

Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds

It's like adrenaline the pain is such a sudden rush for me

See everything you say is real and I respect you cause you tell it

My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you twenty four seven

But she don't know you like I know you slim no one does

She don't know what it was like for people like us growing up

You gotta call me man I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose

Sincerely yours stan p s we should be together too

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why

I got out of bed at all

The morning rain cloud touched my window

And I can't see it all

Even if I could it would all be grey

I put your picture on my wall

It reminds me that it's not so bad

It's not so bad

The story isn't over but I have to tell the truth

I know I couldn't do it justice only one who could is you

Because I idolize you marshall and nobody understands

Maybe I'm a little crazy maybe I am just like stan damn