escapism. (sped up)

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Sizing him teasing I'm sitting on it

All of my diamonds are dripping on it

I met him at the bar it was twelve or something

Order two more rounds cause tonight I want it

A little context if you care to listen

Find myself in a ** position

The man that I love set me down last night

And he told me that it's over dumb decision

And I don't wanna feel how my heart is ripping

Fact I don't wanna feel so I stick to sipping

Then I'm out on the town with a simple mission

In my little black dress and the ** is sitting

Just a heartbroken ** I hear six inches

In the back of the nightclub sipping champagne

I don't trust any of these **es I'm with

In the back of the taxi sniffing **

Drunk calls drunk texts drunk tears drunk sex

I was looking for a man who was on the same page

Now I'm back to the intro back to the bar

To the bentley to the hotel to my own way

'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

And I don't wanna feel how I did last night

Doctor doctor anything please

Doctor doctor have mercy on me

Take this pain away

You're asking me about symptoms

Doctor I don't wanna feel

Topped this joint how I'm blowing this scene

Back to my ways like twenty nineteen

Not twenty four hours since my ex did dead it

Got your new man on me it's about to get sweaty

Last night really was a cherry on the cake

Been some bad days lately and I'm finding it creeping

Excuse my state I'm inside your hopes

That you make it to my bed got me hot and sizzling

I take a step back to see the glass half full

At least it's a pair of two piece that I'm tripping

On the mall arise you acting like a **

So you might as well stick it

Just a heartbroken ** I hear six inches

In the back of the nightclub sipping champagne

I don't trust any of these **es I'm with

In the back of the taxi sniffing **

Drunk calls drunk text drunk tears drunk sex

I was looking for a man who was on the same page

Now I'm back to the intro back to the bar

To the bentley to the hotel to my own way

'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

And I don't wanna feel how I did last night

Doctor doctor anything please

Doctor doctor have mercy on me

Take this pain away

You're asking me about symptoms

Doctor I don't wanna feel

Cause I don't wanna feel how I felt last night

I don't wanna feel like I felt last night

Be at peace with the things you can't change

Last night naked when I leave and I was naked when I came

Out of reach out of touch too numb I don't feel no way

Chose up so what streets small but it goes both ways

You run but never escape sunset in the maze

You're asking me my symptoms

Doctor I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel how I did last night

I don't wanna feel how I did last night

Anything please doctor doctor have mercy on me

You're asking me listen to the doctor I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel how I did last night

I don't wanna feel how I did last night

Wanna feel wanna feel like I did last night

Bloodstains smack bag modern art

I don't know where the ** I am

Or was driving the **ing car speeding on the highway

Sipping mixing pills with the liquor cough

** this sweet I left everyone I love unread

Spilling secrets to the stranger in the bed

I remember nothing so there's nothing to regret

Other than this four four kick drum pounding in my head