Hold Me Like a Grudge

When you ask how I've been

I know you mean well, I know you mean well

Who am I dialing tonight?

That's a bummer

Thaw out my freezer, burn feelings for 20 summers

I'm just a cherub riding comets through the night sky

Screaming at the stars like night lights

And I love my life, I love my life

Running middle fingers through the red lights

And I guess I'm getting older 'cause I'm less pissed

When I can't get onto the guest list

To the end of the world, the end of the world

Fever-dream tangerine sweat

When I get down, down

Silent killers are these years coming like waves

(You put the "fun" into dysfunction)

Hold me, hold me like a grudge

The world is always spinning, and I can't keep up, whoa

Faster and faster, can't do it on my own

Part-time soulmate, full-time problem, yeah

So hold me like a grudge

Hold me like a grudge, yeah, yeah

Hold me like a grudge

Hold me like a grudge

I guess somehow we made it back

With a few dreams of ours still intact

I am a diamond on the inside, just add the pressure

Know it's inside me, but I got no map to my own treasure

I'm just a cherub riding comets through the night sky

Screaming at the stars like night lights

And I love my life, I love my life

Running middle fingers through the red lights

And I guess I'm getting bolder 'cause I'm less pissed

We didn't make it to your year-end best list

Not the end of the world, the end of the world

Fever-dream tangerine sweat

When I get down, down

Silent killers are these years coming like waves

(You put the "fun" into dysfunction)

Hold me, hold me like a grudge

The world is always spinning, and I can't keep up, whoa

Faster and faster, can't do it on my own

Part-time soulmate, full-time problem, yeah

So hold me like a grudge

Hold me like a grudge, yeah, yeah

Hold me like a grudge

Hold me like a grudge

I thought I knew better, I thought it would get better

I figured somehow by now, I would have got it together

And if you put your, put your heart in it, heart in it

Then we'll do more than just get by together, yeah

Call you up and demand you have no fun without me

I'm like a storm on the horizon, storm on the horizon

(You put the "fun" into dysfunction)

Hold me, hold me like a grudge

The world is always spinning, and I can't keep up, whoa

Faster and faster, can't do it on my own

Part-time soulmate, full-time problem, yeah

Hold me like a grudge (no, oh, no)

Hold me like a grudge (hold me), yeah, yeah

Hold me like a grudge, hold me

Hold me like a grudge

Hold me like a, hold me like a grudge