作曲:Nathan John Feuerstein
Feels like I'm on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down all these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down yeah
I guess I'm a disappointment doing everything I can
I don't wanna make you disappointed it's annoying
I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever do
Is never tryna make an issue for you
But I guess the more you thought about it baby
You were never even wrong
In the first place right yeah
I'ma just ignore you
Walking towards you with my head down
Looking at the ground I'm embarrassed for you
Paranoia what did I do
Wrong this time that's parents for you
Very loyal coulda had my best baby
Knife in my hands are full
What else should I carry for you
I can't feel you on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down all these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
Yeah you don't wanna make this work
You just wanna make this worse
Want me to listen to you
But you don't ever hear my words
You don't wanna know my hurt yeah let me guess
You want an apology
Probably how can we keep going at a rate like this
We can't so I guess I'mma have to leave
Please don't come after me
I just wanna be alone right now
I don't really wanna think at all
Go ahead just drink it off
Both know you gotta call tomorrow like nothing's wrong
Ain't that what you always do
I feel like every time I talk to you
You're in an awful mood
What else can I offer you
There's nothing left right now
I get over on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down all these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
Yeah talk down to me that's not gonna work now
Packed all my clothes and I moved out
I don't even wanna go to your house
Every time I sit on that couch
I feel like you lectured me eventually
I bet that we could've made this work
And probably would've figured things out
But I guess I'm a let down
But it's cool I checked out
Oh you wanna be friends now
Okay let's put my fake face on and pretend now
Sit around and talk about
The good times that didn't even happen
I mean why are you laughing
Must've missed that don't let me see to
Find the reaction
It's like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh let you down
Yeah I'm sorry
I'm so sorry now
Yeah I'm sorry that I let you down