songwithoutsantos

作曲：Convel Green

作词：Marquise Covington,Santos Espinosa

Lately it seems all you do is fight with me

Or ignore me (whatever bruh) and try to get out

Like don't really like the scene (I hate it here)

Stop running away

I don't wanna chase

I don't wanna Ike and T (stop fightin me)

I don't want abuse

I don't wanna lose you over the frightening things (I get scared too)

I just wanna tighten things

Losing my battle with pride

Losing sleep over your skeletons, should've been tacklin mine

Trippin' over ya old dudes, like I had nothin to hide

Getting caught up in old moves like I couldn't make up my mind

Getting lost in self sabotage like I don't wanna try

I'm not even surprised

Can't have nothin nice, it's probably why

Am I living a lie?

I'm 0-alot with the old me

I may not be a king yet but that's what I'm trying to be

Dunno if I'm adding a piece that'll fit

But that's what I'm trying to see

My world is black

Head full of doubts and uncertainty

I can't go back

There's no redeeming me

Still tryna work on myself

I struggle asking for help

I don't think I know me well enough to get out of this hell (alone)

Still learning how to swallow my pride

Still failing but I'm willing to try to talk it out and not keep inside but

I may not be ya king yet but thats what I'm tryna be

I'm tryna have you as my queen if that's who ya tryna be

Don't got it figured out yet

I understand if you tryna leave

I like you and I as a team

There's room by my side if you're riding with me

I'm 0-alot with the old me

I'm not even trailin', I'm tryin'

I don't wanna quit, but I'm tired

My fear of unknowns control me

A test of patience to console me

I try to keep ya fears in mind

They said that this wouldn't be wise

We didn't do this outta loneliness

You deal with ya trauma

I push through my past

They think its a joke

I'm makin you laugh

I'm making you cry

I hate me for that

That's not what you asked for

There's many more goods than the bad and the hassles

We up if you do the math, though

It still feels like I'm 0-alot

I may not be a king yet but that's what I'm trying to be

Dunno if I'm adding a piece that'll fit

But that's what I'm trying to see

My world is black

Head full of doubts and uncertainty

I can't go back

There's no redeeming me

Still tryna work on myself

I struggle asking for help

I don't think I know me well enough to get out of this hell (alone)

Still learning how to swallow my pride

Still failing but I'm willing to try to talk it out and not keep inside but

I may not be ya king yet but thats what I'm tryna be

I'm tryna have you as my queen if that's who ya tryna be

Don't got it figured out yet

I understand if you tryna leave

I like you and I as a team

There's room by my side if you're riding with me