I'm Still Kinda Sad - ChopNotSlop Remix

I was twenty three and knew the answers

Couldn't tell me anything

Till I was dressed in black and cursing

Cancer wasn't ready for the sting

Mama said I was unruly

And the loss would make it worse

Mama said I was unruly

And the loss would make it worse

Mama said I was unruly

And the loss would make it worse

Yeah the neighbors they prayed for me

But I never liked the church

They say life don't give you what you want

But rather what you need

Well this'd be the start of men I love but couldn't he

I was twenty five and leaving texas

'cause the coast held on my dreams

He was cost kind but I was self destructive

And my heart stained everything

Mama said I was unruly

And the loss would make it worse

Yeah the neighbors they prayed for me

But I never liked the church

They say life don't give you what you want

But rather what you need

Well this is just the tale of men I love

But couldn't keep save my soul

Save my soul

Can save my soul

Can save my soul

Yeah I know you think you love me

But if you get close you'll be

Just another man I couldn't be