作曲：Henry Moodie
作词：Frank Laay
Fifth of november
When I walked you home
That's when I nearly said it
And then said forget it and froze
Do you remember
You probably don't
Cause the sparks in the sky
Took a hold of your eyes while we spoke
Yesterday
Drank way too much and stayed up too late
Started to write what I wanna say
Deleted the message but I still remember it said
I wish I was who you drunk texted at midnight
Wish I was the reason you stay up till three
And you can't fall asleep waiting for me to reply
I wish I was more than just someone you walk boy
Wish I wasn't scared to be honest and open
Instead
Of just hoping you feel what I'm feeling inside
April the seventh
And nothing has changed
It's hard to get by
When you're still on my mind every day
Sometimes I question if you feel the same
Do we make stupid jokes tryna hide
That we're both too afraid to say
I wish I was who you drunk texted at midnight
Wish I was the reason you stay up till three
And you can't fall asleep waiting for me to reply
I wish I was more than just someone you walk boy
Wish I wasn't scared to be honest and open
Standing just hoping you feel what I'm feeling inside
Oh and here we go again
Destroying myself to keep a friend hiding away
Cause I was afraid you'd say no
I wonder if I cross your mind
Half as much as you deny
If I tell you the truth
What will I lose I don't know
I wish I had sent you that drunk text at midnight
I was just scared it would ruin our friendship
But I really meant it
I wonder how you would reply I am
