INFJ-T

作曲：Yubo Fan

作词：Yubo Fan

I hold the storm behind my spine

Speak in smiles, but not in time

I see too much, then turn away

Not 'cause I don't care — it's just my way

I count the moments no one saw

All the weight behind "I'm flawed"

You laugh, and I laugh too

But I was crying just out of view

I write what I can't speak

Then fold the page again

You think I'm distant

But I'm just scared of "when"

My thoughts run quiet

But they scream inside

And every time I vanish

It's 'cause I stayed too wide

I almost said it

But I swallowed the sound

Almost asked for you

But let the words drown

I build my care in silence

Hope someone sees

I shrink into stillness

And disappear with ease

I fade into corners

Where no one looks down

I carry whole worlds

But never make a sound

I leave open doors

Then lock myself out

I wait for a moment

But it never comes around

I trace connection like a map

But never take the last step back

I help you heal, then leave unseen

Make space for you, but not for me

I wear reflection like a skin

You speak — I feel it deep within

And when you leave without a sign

I never ask, I just call it "fine"

It's not that I don't feel

It's that I feel too long

While you move on

I replay where I went wrong

I give too soft

And break too late

They call me kind

But I just hesitate

I almost said it

But I swallowed the sound

Almost asked for you

But let the words drown

I build my care in silence

Hope someone sees

I shrink into stillness

And disappear with ease

I fade into corners

Where no one looks down

I carry whole worlds

But never make a sound

I leave open doors

Then lock myself out

I wait for a moment

But it never comes around

I don't need loud love

I just need to be kept

Even when I'm quiet

Even when I've left

I want to be held

Without being told

That I'm "too much"

For someone to hold

I almost said it

But I swallowed the sound

Carried the hope

But never wrote it down

I care in silence

That's all I know

And every time I disappear

It's how I show

I almost stayed

But I stepped back slow

I almost asked

But I let it go

I'm not cold

I'm just too deep

To say the things

I always keep in real

I keep in touch

I keep in feel

I keep in deep

I keep in heal

I keep in touch

I keep in feel

I keep in deep

I keep in heal