Hurt

I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel

I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real

The needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting

Try to kill it all away, but I remember everything

What have I become?

My sweetest friend

Everyone I know, goes away in the end

And you could have it all, my empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns, upon my liar's chair

Full of broken thoughts, I cannot repair

Beneath the stains of time, the feelings disappear

You are someone else, I'm still right here

What have I become?

My sweetest friend

Everyone I love, goes away in the end

And you could have it all, my empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt

If I could start again, a million miles away

I would keep myself

I would find a way