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作曲：yubo fan

作词：yubo fan

I smile before I speak make sure they get the best of me

I read the room I play the role but no one ever asks what I hold

I give them light when they feel low but I'm not made of stone

You know I carry hearts like fragile art

But I've been breaking from the start

They lean on me like I won't fall but I've been cracking through it all

Invisible the way it shatters when no one's seen

The lights go up and the silence grows do I still matter

Do I still matter

I've got glass shoulders strong enough to hold you

But every word every silence leaves a line inside the surface

You think I'm fine but I'm colder and I'm tired of being the holder

I carry you like I'm made of steel but I'm glass and I feel too real

I replay what I said today did I go too far or fade away

I give too much and then retreat afraid of wanting something deep

They praise the way I lift the weight but I just hope I won't misplace myself

In all the helping hands that never stay but still demand

They see the fire not the fear they never ask what keeps me here

Invisible the way it breaks when every smile is a fake escape

I've got glass shoulders strong enough to hold you

But every word every silence leaves a line inside the surface

You think I'm fine but I'm colder and I'm tired of being the holder

I carry you like I'm made of steel but I'm glass and I feel too real

And I feel too real

What if I fall while lifting you would you even have a clue

What if the ones who always stay are just the ones who walk away

I've got glass shoulders they shine but they tremble

I try to hold the world in place while pieces shift beneath my face

You think I'm strong but I'm older and I'm tired of being the holder

I carry you like I'm made of steel but I'm glass and that's why I feel weak

I feel too real

Yeah I feel too real

I feel too real

Glassy shows too real