I’m Still Here Without You

作曲：Ricky Alone

作词：Ricky Alone

The house still breathes the way you left it

Your shadow sleeps along the wall

I talk to silence like it's listening

Like you might answer if I call

Your jacket's hanging by the doorway

Still smells like midnight and regret

I swore I'd learn how to forget you

But I haven't learned that lesson yet

I trace your name in broken mirrors

Try not to bleed when memories cut

They say time heals but time just lingers

On everything we never were

I'm still here without you

Still breaking every night

Still loving you in quiet

Still losing every fight

I'm still here without you

Learning how to breathe alone

You walked away like it was easy

I stayed and turned to stone

And smile like I'm okay in public

I lie and say I've moved along

But every song becomes your voice again

Every weak moment feels too strong

I see your face in passing strangers

Hear your laugh in crowded rooms

You're everywhere I try to escape from

Like a ghost that won't uncoose

I packed your things but kept the damage

Every word you left unsaid

You took the best parts of my future

And left the ache inside my chest

I'm still here without you

Still breaking every night

Still loving you in quiet

Still losing every fight

I'm still here without you

Standing where you let me fall

You said goodbye like it meant nothing

I felt it through it all

If loving you was my religion

Then leaving you the sin

I pray tonight they'll never listen

So let me start again

But healing feels like betrayal

And moving on feels wrong

So I stay lost in what we almost had

Pretending I'm still strong

I'm still here without you

But you're still inside my veins

Every memory is a scar you left

Every tear still says your name

I'm still here without you

But you never really left

You took my heart when you walked away

And I'm still here with what's left

If you ever wonder what became of me

After you chose someone new

Just know I'm still here learning how to live without you