Still Holding the Goodbye

作曲：Ricky Alone

作词：Ricky Alone

You said it softly like it wouldn't stay

But it echoes in me every day

Your last words still live in my room

I replay them slowly like they might change

Soon I packed up the moments you left behind

But I keep the ending close to my mind

I know it's over I don't pretend

But my hands won't open to the end

I'm still holding a goodbye

Like it hasn't sunk in yet

Like if I don't let it go

I won't feel the regret

I'm still holding the goodbye

Even though I know it's true

I'm not holding on to you

I'm holding on to who I was with you

I learned how to live without your voice

But every silence feels like a choice

I say I'm fine like it's a skill but goodbyes hurt

Even when they're still you walked away

So naturally I stay behind

Learning how to breathe

I'm still holding the goodbye

Like it's something I need

Like letting go

Means losing me

I'm still holding a goodbye

Because then they scare me most

If I choke the last word then what do I hold

Maybe culture isn't peace

Maybe it's just pain

Maybe love doesn't vanish it just changes names

I don't want you back

I just wanna know who I am when I finally let go

I'm still holding a goodbye

But my grip is getting weak

I'm running out of release

Without breaking me

I'm still holding on goodbye

I but not as tight tonight

I'm allowed to move on without erasing the light

You said it softly like I'd be okay

I'm still holding a goodbye

But I'm closer to walking away

滚动歌词&翻译贡献者：阿丽奥