XO (My Gift Interlude)

作词：Keri Hilson,Candice Nelson,Balewa Muhammad

My frustration lies in what we could have been

If you knew what we had

We would've had it all back then

And for the longest time I thought we'd never end

Now we can't go back

And it's too hard to be friends

But you know like I know that you were hard to love

And it's not on your fault the way we ended up

Were we really that bad

Ever wish we could go back

The way that I have

Oh ex oh ex oh ex

Never wanted you to be my ex oh ex oh ex oh ex

Oh ex oh ex

Never wanted you to be my ex oh ex oh ex oh

I still can't find the words for what I'm going through

These memories of us seem to be all I have to lose

And will this piece of my heart always love you

Even though I let you go like you asked me to

But you know like I know that you were hard to love

That it's not on my fault the way we ended up

Were we really that bad baby

Ever wish we could go back

The way that I have

Oh ex oh ex oh ex

Never wanted you to be my ex oh ex oh ex oh ex

Oh ex oh ex oh ex

Never wanted you to be my ex oh ex oh ex oh ex oh yeah

Broken hearts don't bleed no so you couldn't see how you were hurting me

And I thought I could just let you leave

I honestly believed you would return to me

But always always always

Never wanted you to be my ex oh ex oh ex oh

Ex oh ex oh ex

Never wanted you to be my ex oh ex oh ex oh ex oh

Always wanted it to be you oh oh yeah

But maybe we're happier apart

I've come too far

I just wanna truly be happy

All I want is being my best self

Getting back into my life

Back on my throne feeling truly fulfilled with my gift

That's all I got to get my back out the corner

Is my gift that's all I got

You didn't stop me from doing it

I stopped myself from doing that

That's just part of what I need to do

To pick myself back up from this blow

And if that was my mistake

I meant I was so happy at

I I just didn't need it now I have no choice

My back's against the wall

And I gotta use my gifts to get out the corner

I'm in the ring like getting beat the ** up

And now God can't feel sorry for me

I can't be depressed 'cause he blessed me with too much

I'm articulate I'm educated I'm intelligent

I'm street smart I'm beautiful

I have two talents three talents

Ain't nobody gonna feel sorry for me