fat broke loser

I find that all my charm wears off after a couple drinks

Anyone with their antennas up can see that I'm high

A fat, broke loser with dishonest thoughts of being somebody

A sad dude, looking for a ticket to ride

I wonder why my nephew scare me so much, and then, I figured it out

I hate myself so much, why would I make a new me?

But maybe, he'll be better, an upgrade, a standout

A college essay who overcomes his upbringing

Well, I used to talk to Jesus, now I'm drunk and talking to myself

Used to think I was someone, now see that I'm someone else

Used to try to act like Jesus, sent down here as God's own son

Thought that everybody needed me, now I see I was the only one

The only one

Maybe I loved you or maybe just got used to you being here

Either way, by the end, you know we drifted apart

I wonder what kind of plans God has for you basic **

People spend their whole life tryna fall in love

Me, I spend my time scheming ways to put an end to myself

Or at least pull a blanket over all of this noise

But I ain't gonna give the ghost up 'til my name's in your mouth

Not because you love me, because you can't escape my voice

Well, I used to talk to Jesus, now I'm drunk and talking to myself

Used to think I was someone, now see that I'm someone else

Used to think I was Jesus, sent down here as God's own son

Thought that everybody loved me, now I see I was the only one

The only one

The only one

And maybe, I'll get better some day

When I get all this ** out of my head

But maybe, I'll get famous

Take a bunch of pills and wind up dead

Who knows?

Who knows?

I know, oh, I know

I'm the only one

The only one

Oh, only one