放肆爱

作曲：头条梦三

作词：头条梦三

Bare hands

On a rusted chain

White breath

In the freezing rain

Your name

Caught behind my teeth

I taste the sky

Like it could bleed

We were climbing

Past the warnings

Past the prayers they taught us as kids

One step further

Into thunder

You let go

And I never did

Ashes on the mountain

Blown back in my face

Every stone remembers

Where you slipped away

I scream into the distance

Till my voice is frayed

Ashes on the mountain

But your shadow stays

Your coat

Still on the empty chair

Boot prints

Frozen halfway there

I trace

Every crooked line

Trying to barter

With borrowed time

If I’d pulled you

If I’d reached you

Would the earth have opened the same

All these questions

Like an avalanche

Bury me

Under your name

Ashes on the mountain

Blown back in my face

Every stone remembers

Where you slipped away

I scream into the distance

Till my voice is frayed

Ashes on the mountain

But your shadow stays

I walk that ridge at night

Where we carved our crooked vow

I lay my heart in the ice

You can have it now

If there is a door in the storm

If there is a way through the fall

Take my breath take my bones

Just give me back one call

Ashes on the mountain

Blown back in my face

Every stone remembers

Where you slipped away

I scream into the distance

Till my voice is frayed

Ashes on the mountain

But your shadow stays

Ashes on the mountain

My trembling faith

I’d burn this broken body

To see your face

I stand at the edge

Where you disappeared

Ashes on the mountain

And you feel so near

Bare hands

On the rusted chain

One name

In the pouring rain