Still Standing

作曲：Ariana Joy

作词：Ariana Kopecky

He had a way of loving like a loaded gun

Sweet in public poison when the doors were shut Hands like fire, words like knives

Told me I was lucky just to be alive (Pre-Chorus

Every promise just moved the bar Then you find the shiny new replacement

Posted smiles like the public execution Wanted me to feel disposable, like I was unlovable!

Yeah, I'm bruised, yeah, I'm broken But I still matter!

He parades her like a trophy win, trying to convince me I'll never love again But I'm still breathing, hearts still gold!

I don't need him just to feel whole You can rub it in, say I lost forever

But watch me rise!

Every man before him left a crack, taught me love, don't ever love me back I show up soft, they show me cold, I give my soul, they take control

Too much truth in my tired eyes!

They say you're amazing, just not ready

Like my damage makes me unsteady But they don't see the strength it took, to live every chance to write this book

Yeah, I'm still standing, even when I'm shattered

Yeah, I'm bruised, yeah, I'm broken But I still matter!

He parades her like a victory lap

Trying to make me think I'm hard to hurt But I'm still loving, still real, still got a heart that knows how to feel You can throw it in my face, whatever, but I'll survive

Broken, don't mean worthless

Same goal told me I’m only flawed Every war I’m earning

And I'm still holy!

Maybe I'll be single for a while Learning how to love my own smile!

Maybe, I'm not late, I’m just deep, I don't fall fast, I don’t fall complete

I need something honest to say Say it loud if you know this pain!

Been to loving in a selfish game!

They try to break me, try to break me

But I'm not damaged I'm handmade!

I'm still standing;

I'm cheering, every scar didn’t last like sure he can keep his picture

Perfect life

I'm not difficult

I can survive

I feel heal at night

Still at night

I’m not toxic

I'm singing

You thought I'd end up alone forever?

But I survived!

Yeah, I survived better Strong, beautiful, still choosing love

Just not you!