作曲:Omayya Atout,Ellen Atout
作词:Omayya Atout,Ellen Atout
Back in 2002 katie found her first love in cj
Christopher james showed her life could be an open space to stay
Beach days bush walks dinner plans and camping with friends inside
He drove to visit during uni days then headed back into the night
He taught spear fishing by his side with time shared day by day
Birthday moments held close enough to keep the dark away
Then just over one year in a crash changed every track
Monday night the 29th of december 2003 still pulls it back
As cj stays in frames that never fully fade away
Trauma loops through everyday though life keeps moving anyway
Blame fell hard from voices that never heard clearly again
Still katie tries to move ahead while holding what has been
At the driver's window help cannot be given there
Disbelief stood fixed in place with replayed images to bear
His parents did not understand and placed their weight on blame
Though nothing shifts the truth of what unfolded all the same
Her father stopped beside the sight said her mother was on the way
Then carried on toward work again as that night stayed
Years have shown how short life is how fast the moments flee
Yet cj and those shared times remain part of katie's memory
A cj stays in frames that never fully fade away
Trauma loops through everyday though life keeps moving anyway
Blame fell hard from voices that never heard clearly again
Still katie tries to move ahead while holding what has been
Cj stays in frames that never fully fade away
Trauma loops through everyday though life keeps moving anyway
Blame fell hard from voices that never heard clearly again
Still katie tries to move ahead while holding what has been
Oh we're holding what has been