Upstate

I have all I need in you

But you have all that you want

Your family and your hometown, and all of yourself

Draw you closer, push me deeper down into my hell

And I don't want to watch you waste

Your whole life tryna find a reason

You know I'm angry

And you're just bitter at yourself for ever leaving

So settle down, dig your grave

Right where you were told to be, and

Don't come back, just leave me watching

I will die here while I wait for you

For you

It's quieter here now that we don't talk

I wrestle with myself and everything that I did wrong

You're probably out there drinking to forget us

Oh, I'm booking it upstate, trying to show you, my love

And I don't want to watch you waste

Your whole life tryna find a reason

You know I'm angry

And you're just bitter at yourself for ever leaving

So settle down, dig your grave

Right where you were told to be, and

Don't come back, just leave me watching

I will die here while I wait for you

For you

If you go, I'll drive

My way upstate just to find you

You don't know how high

I have climbed up just to fall through

For you, oh, for you

And I don't wanna watch you waste

Your whole life tryna find a reason

You know I'm angry

And you're just bitter at yourself

So settle down, dig your grave

Right where you were told to be, and

Don't come back, just leave me watching

I will die here while I wait for you

For you

For you

For you