Hit the Wall（Cover Gracie Abrams）

作曲：Gracie Abrams,Aaron Dessner

作词：Gracie Abrams,Aaron Dessner

I'm a crack in the pavement I'm a slip knot

我是人行道上的裂缝 是一拉就松开的活结

I'm afraid that my fortress is a glass box

我怕自己辛苦筑起的堡垒 不过是个易碎的玻璃盒

I should know what I'm playing but I forgot

本该清楚在做怎样的博弈 却忘得干干净净

Felt good for a day but that stopped

欢愉转瞬即逝 假象在一天后戛然而止

And I once saw it clearly but it's bloodshot

一度把一切看得清晰真切 可如今满眼充血 模糊失真

And I want you so badly but I close off

多么渴望你 却还是选择了自我封闭

Like I thought we'd get married but I guess not

仿佛幻想过走入婚姻殿堂 终究只是自作多情

Now you can watch me hit the wall

现在你就看着我如何撞向那堵南墙

Hit the wall I just hit the wall

四处碰壁 我终究陷入了困局

I'm not a problem you can solve

我并非你能够解开的那道难题

Weighing the cost impossible

衡量着这种代价 却是难如登天

I hit the wall I hit the wall

我撞向了南墙 彻底陷入困境

I try to be violent but I get caught

试图宣泄狂躁 却总是无所遁形

A room full of doctors and an inkblot

满屋的医生 面对着一张张墨迹测验图

I'm drawn into headlights have a blind spot

我如迷失在车灯前的困兽 视线里满是盲区

Pull over and wait for too long

靠边停下 等待实在太过漫长

I want to be stable but I do cave

祈求安稳度日 却还是在深渊里沦陷

I used when I'm able I downgrade

稍有起色 便又自甘堕落 妄自菲薄

I barely deserve it if you do stay

倘若你选择留下 我也自知不配拥有这种温柔

I wish you would anyway

可我依然奢望你愿意相守

But I hit the wall I just hit the wall

可我撞向了南墙 彻底陷入困局

I'm not a problem you can solve

我并非你能够解开的那道难题

Weighing the cost impossible

衡量着这种代价 却是难如登天

I hit the wall I hit the wall

我撞向了南墙 彻底陷入困境

A Case of You playing in the hallway

走廊里回荡着A Case of You的旋律

Hallucinations that I downplay

那些被我避重就轻掩饰掉的幻觉

I'm numb till I'm aching for the sharp pain

我变得麻木不仁 直到渴望起剧烈的锐痛

Watch my blade ricochet

看着锋芒弹回 刺破伪装

Time

时间

Funny ain't it

讽刺得很 不是吗

Flashbacks of my life

往昔岁月如走马灯般闪现

What a waste oh what a shame

真是虚度光阴 噢 真是令人唏嘘

At night

在深夜里

Face to face with every girl

不得不面对每一个

That I tried to play mm

被我敷衍过的女孩 mm

Sooner or later you'll find out

你迟早会发现真相

I live in a pattern of breakdowns

我活在不断崩溃的死循环里

You'll bend to my silence it's so loud

你会被我那震耳欲聋的沉默 压弯妥协

And then you'll lose me to the crowd

随后你会看着我消失在茫茫人海

Hit the wall I just hit the wall

四处碰壁 我终究陷入了困局

I'm not a problem you can solve

我并非你能够解开的那道难题

Hit the wall I just

四处碰壁 我只是

I just

我只是

Now

到此为止