Armor

Okay, we think we're in control 'til we're not

Then we're helpless

And you turn your head

The big empty comes along

I don't wanna know how much money I got left

I, I, I don't wanna see my phone or read my messages

I wanna starve myself until I'm beautiful

Hey, what the ** is that?

Thought I could fix myself without the dysphoria

Paul heard some philosopher said

"Hope is fear and fear is hope"

I'm Sisyphus and you're the rock I'm pushin'

There I go again

Projecting on you

And I hate myself

So I turn it into art

Or something dumb

Put my armor on

No one can hurt me when I put my armor on

Hey, hey, hey

How come I only wanna fix it

Once the truck breaks down?

Ends up in the gutter begging for forgiveness

If hell is real, how do I know for sure?

I ain't living in it already right damn now?

All around history is repeating itself

I'm on a plane kinda hoping that it goes down

I bet there's gotta be a peace that you get

When you finally know the rides gonna end

There I go again

Projecting on you

And I hate myself

So I turn it into art

It's something dumb

Put my armor on

No one can hurt me when I put my armor on

It **s with my head when I need you

So I build a wall, baby brick by brick

I need new ways to outrun you

But ain't nothing changing

Something's gotta take a break here quick

Okay, I guess we just go until we die

I had my shift drink

Now I'm just dancing down the starting line

You're so aware that your time is running out

I said, "Time is love"

What I'm scared of is an empty mouth

Love is time

Love is looking for your keys in the couch

Love is knowing you gonna say some dumb **

Run your mouth

Love is time

Time is love

Love is pride

If I take my armor off

Would you put that blade through my side?

There I go again

Projecting on you

And I hate myself

So I turn it into art

It's something dumb

Put my armor on

No one can hurt me when I put my armor on