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views， i mentioned earlier uh， may safer from your major in the university right， what is your major but go as the third row， what is your major？ um international journalism okay international thank you so much you may not be the journalist in the future right， so you need to develop kind of other skews right， say something right good reaction thank you so much so many people knew little about their major they were going to choose in university but still made it decision right after graduation from cinehai right， i was the one i chose english just because i i liked english and i was good at english but i'm trying to learn english like for ten years all the time which is huh yeah？ 哈哈哈， so uh after real experience hmm many of us may find that our major disappointing who are unpeating which is effect so i majored in english because i liked it and to be honest i was quite good at it especially exam people but i could barely speak english you can still tell local accent from my english right， no， no trust me this is so much better hahaha already much better okay when i was in university i could not speak english like english you know when i would speak english my classmates joked and mean they said wow michael， i can tell where you from from your english accent huh， you must from a local place because your pronunciation and internation are so strong okay that i cannot understand you yeah so that was my trouble uh， i could not speak english with fluency or accuracy at that time and so that was very disappointed to me uh， which many of you may find it hard to believe but uh in rural areas of this country okay many singing high genuine high teachers basically speak no english in english classes they speak chinese all the time just in order to make the english grammar rules and the text meanings better understood by the students right if you know that right i was the one so my teacher yeah she didn't speak english at all me either ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha that was a general phenomenon across this country in rural areas even now i mean so in the first year of college i didn't spend much time like relaxing getting familiar with friends getting familiar with students activities no， i've spent days and a nights just in the dormitory practicing my pronunciation improving my turn and the intonation uh tried to explain my uh vocabulary and glossary which was very boring but i tried and it insisted and time will tell you know after like a year and a year and a half my improvements were clear clear to my teachers i was praised in the class wow for the first time that was something in my life you know so uh i devoted the days and nice improve an english language confidence uh fluency accuracy uh decently usage of uh vocabulary tune and internation of course and hard work paids off i made progress which was recognized by teachers and students and many people uh i knew all of you are from toxier universities uh including those in front of the screen congratulations you were so better than me i didn't so i worked really hard and and i covered a long distance to speak in front of you now trust me that was challenging to every human being okay， but i know you have your challenges to okay you have fierce competition harder than i could imagine i know but that's life。

每个优秀的人都有一段沉默的时光，那段时光是付出了很多努力却得不到结果的日子，我们把它叫做扎根。 这是我第一次推开教室的门，以后就在这里备考吧。我想做出考研的决定并不容易，考清华更是如此。 我听到一些言论，清华一年能收几个啊，怎么偏偏会录上你？我觉得你不太适合学说，新船这么卷，你还要考清华，风险有点大吧。 我有过动摇，但后来我想明白了，要拼就要去拼自己最想要的。从三月份开始，我成为了班级教室的常驻人士，收藏了十几篇经验帖，对各科的学习 方法和进度有了大致的规划，慢慢整理出书单，一本一本啃过去。最初的几个月，我乐在其中。每天的任务简单，学习时间不用太长，结束午团排练后，和朋友聚会吃饭，在春意盎然的校园中漫步。 我甚至还去看了一场艺术展览，去当逍客赛的评委，去成都参加了为期一周的艺术展演。 这应该是我考研过程中最快乐的日子。我会因为早晨背完一个类似的单词而成就感爆棚，也会在读经典特稿时忍不住流泪。春日的校园生机盎然，被知识充盈的生活，简单却不乏味。 事情在暑假的时候有了变化，政治的学习提上日程，专业课一轮书已经看完，名次解释却还 还是什么都不会。每天的任务不再明了，也往往无法按计划完成。网上的考研博主说，暑假是黄金时期，一定要把握住。但大把的时间摆在面前，我却突然不知道应该怎么学了。每天我都在反问自己， 我是否有真的学到东西，是否在做一些机械而无意义的工作？我真的有在思考吗？ 我开始大量的脱发，有一天中午做阅读时，我的眼前突然有一个小黑点飘过，炎热的空气和眼里飘来飘去的黑影让我烦躁的划破了本子。 我感到自己的状态越来越不好，于是我找了很多鸡汤，学不下去的时候就看看这些文字。当时东京奥运会进行的如火如荼， 不夸张的说，奥运精神感染了我，支撑着我度过了这个难熬的假期。回到学校已经是九月，距离考研还有不到四个月，我日复一日的推开教室的门，从清晨学到深夜， 然而我的内心却经常不能平静。九月正式保研记，身边的朋友已经拿到了 offer 啊哈哈哈，而我的未来还被迷雾笼罩。 考试就是考试，别给自己太多心里暗示，全力以赴的去考这场试。至于如果真的有别的其他结果，你也能很好的去走其他的路。好吧啊 啊！学习考试的期限越来越近，记忆力和身体都濒临崩塌， 要是你一个人都没有，只有我一个人，我只能疯狂的背诵电梯，把自己沉浸在学习中去抵抗恐惧和焦虑。 有一天凌晨五点，我睡不着觉，起床去背书，很多次晚归回宿舍路上一个人也没有，我有些害怕，就小声哼唱映山红， 我觉得天快亮了，只要我再坚持一下，我想盼来明年一个可以放肆唱歌跳舞读书的春天。二十五和二十六号是那个冬天北京 最冷的两天，走上考场前，我收到了很多祝福，我和待了一千多个小时的桌子告别，在暮色中离开了学校。从考场出来的时候，成群的鸟落在树梢上，我不知道这是不是我与清华的最后一次相见 出事，成绩出来是意料之外，也是情理之中。在一千九百七十六个小时的时间内，我背了十遍英语单词，刷了三遍英语真题，做了能买到的所有政治卷子，总结了九十万字的专业和笔记，并且背了不下五遍。 我不喜欢把考研描述成一个苦大仇深的过程，我收集了九个月以来北京天空所有好看的云，我独行在初雪的夜晚， 我看到十二点还在楼下值班的门卫大叔。我的朋友和家人总是陪伴在我身边，给我无限的温暖。如果在平时，这些瞬间可能根本不会被我铭记。考研是一件有魔力的事，他可以把平凡的生活变得弥足珍贵。 考研很重要，但人生有无数种可能。考研只是漫长人生的一个小节点，他的重要性有灵界，所以即使失败，我也能坦然面对。 而我相信我自己的能力，相信天道酬勤，只要我把能做的一切都做到，我一定可以获得胜利。